I just can’t seem to get there
Looking at the drawing I did yesterday, I realise that I think I’m struggling to achieve the results that I want to achieve because I’m trying too hard to achieve a style or outcome that I don’t want anyway.
What I want to do is draw strong vibrant lines and use bold hatching - I’ve tried the amazing blended techniques used by some of the ballpoint artists that I admire but that just isn’t me. It bores me laying delicate hatch over delicate hatch. For me drawing has to feel spontaneous and energetic to be fun. Meticulous details work makes me feel trapped and restricted. Maybe this means I’ll never be a good artist but I think I’d rather enjoy drawing pictures that look good in my own style than “being a good artist” that is able to render amazing photo-quality productions.
Trouble is I just don’t know where to start. Every time I try to be me I just get carried away with the shading and end up with a muddy mess of hatching. I really overdue the hatching - it’s almost as if I’m scared of leaving white space!
So, I’m going to keep drawing and keep trying different styles until I get there. I’d buy a sketchbook but I’m just worried that the money I spend on it will be wasted by the crap I put in it. ^^




